it doesnt even deserve a title!!!
Why when things are pretty shitty anyway does something come along and make pretty shitty full on CRAP?!?!?!
I thought we could get along as friends I wanted to prove everyone wrong that we could make it work like this but yet again his fucking jealous ways ruined that!!!
When you lose something but are lucky enough to get it back why does someone want to take it away again?
I lost my best friend along time ago over something really stupid and last night that nearly happened all over again just because my jeaous ex wants to see me alone with noone!!!!!! He knows that I dont particularly love spending so much time alone but he really wants me to be sad!
I've done nothing but help him and try and sort things out with him... I even let him cry on my shoulder when a girl dumped him what an idiot am I?
I have now lost all respect for him, i cared about him still after everything and he goes and does this!
He's made me out to be a liar and i might be alot of things but I dont lie.
I just sincerley hope he's happy.
If he thinks i'll spend the rest of my life mourning over what we had he has another thing coming!!!!
Its over everything is over I'm just so sad that there are two amazingly beautiful children in the middle of this who I will be devastated if they get hurt!
Thats it
xxx
