RAWR

Oh my god what to do what to do!!! What should I do,if something feels right is it still wrong? When will I ever stop judging myself? When will I start acting like a 21 year old instead of trying to be what I think everyone else wants? I just dont know what to do any more!!! I think I'm gonna be on my own forever I cant believe how much I feel like a kid and want to do something so bad but am too scared of diasappointing everyone but its my life my choices and if I make a mistake then its mine to make. RAWR I cant believe how much I judge myself I'm my biggest critic so what if everyone else thinks its wrong I'd not be doing anything wrong I havent been on my own for a very long time and there's someone out there who quite likes me and I am leading him on and then pushing him away RAAAAAAWWWWWWWWWR would i be thinking like this if I wasnt a mum and just 21 I dont know probably I dont know GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

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