Surviving
So its been 5 days and I think I'm doing ok, to be honest I've gotten really good at hiding my feelings and I actually feel so shitty!! But if i can hide it from everyone else I can hide it from me.
I think I'm starting to realise just how lonely it can be on your own even when your surrounded by people but I've heard it gets easier. Dont get me wrong my babies are amazing and how can they make you feel so wanted but then they are only up til half 6 and those 4 hours or so can be so so long, but i refuse to sleep the rest of my life away although right now it seems like a plan.
Anyway thursday will be my first full day without my babies and I really dont know what to do with myself so I'm welcome to ideas!!!
Love and Stuff xxxx
