Grrr why do you always want the things you cant have?
I loved this guy years ago... he went away and now he's back in my life but with a girlfriend!!! He's knows how I feel about him and sometimes gives me the impression he thinks the same. I dont know what to do anymore I knew I should be wary about it all but I couldnt help it I have fallen BIG TIME again.
Do you think you ever really stop loving your first love?
He tells me I'm beautiful and all the nicest things ever... he makes me smile more than anything or anyone has done for a very long time. How can someone who makes you so happy make you so sad also? I would love him more than anyone had ever done but I will never get to find this out because he's too scared to take a chance on me!!
I wish he would be man enough to just acknowledge the fact he might have feelings for me rather than running away and ignoring me.
No matter how much you warn yourself nothing can protect you from your heart. He broke my heart once (unintentionally) why not do it again?
I wish there was a way I could make him see how much I care for him!
Damn Fucking EMOTIONS and LOVE :(
Love and Stuff
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